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The Wrong Side of the Fence

by ManicM

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1.
Intro 01:35
2.
I look at everything around me, it just doesn’t make sense It’s so easy to make enemies and hard to make friends I’ve always felt I’m on the wrong side of the fence The freedom we had, we let it slip through our hands It seems that all of our choices are now replaced with brands nothing is free here on the wrong side of the fence I’m like the guy who lost his legs and really wants to dance My days are quite empty, but my dreams are intense But still I wake up on the wrong side of the fence I get this feeling that there’s a growing lack of intelligence If God is real, then he’s making practical jokes on my expense (hey God) Why did you put me on the wrong side of the fence? I look at everything around me, it doesn’t make any sense If you ask me, I don’t think this sickness ever ends There’s no medication to get you over the fence
3.
I can’t remember what I did yesterday I know it’s 7 hours ago but it feels a hunderd miles away I try to live in between all my daily routines If society was a movie I’d be living in deleted scenes It doesn’t kill me and it doesn’t make me stronger I wake up at 4 pm each day and wanna stay in longer And that’s wrong to some but to me it feels alright ‘Cos nothing makes me happier than staying up all night Drinking beer, drinking wine, playing Waits, feeling fine Crawling into bed when all the others rise to shine I wonder if they ever wonder what it is I do To them I’m just the quiet guy who lives on 62 Who doesn’t seem to have a job ‘cos he’s always at home No wife or kids or anyone, he’s always there alone But hey I gotta go, dawn is here, it’s getting late I never wait for sunshine, I might just evaporate Leave me in the morning Take me home at night I’m a man with many reasons To run away from all the light Woke up this afternoon, another day another curse But here I’m back at 4 am to do the second verse So people think I’m unemployed but that just isn’t right I’m a nightporter in a hotel, I also like to write The slower pace, the darker days, it feels like no return When I go outside on sunny days my eyes can’t help but burn By the time I reach the supermarket I’m less alive than dead And the people stare like I have got a pumpkin for a head I take a sixer and a pizza, some more coffee just in case I know I needed more but shit, my memory’s a maze I barely make it to the register suddenly there’s a flash Guess I am not really awake yet, I forgot to bring my cash Well to me this pretty much is the only way to live this life I mean I never see myself go back to working 9-to-5 And I know some other people, I’d almost call ‘em friends On the internet you see, time is of no relevance OK I know the nightlife brings a paleness to the face It’s the price of living out-of-sync with-the-human race And I’m the last to leave a party ‘cos I’m the last one awake You’ll often find me waiting outside for the first bus to take Oh sometimes it isn’t easy, sometimes it kinda blows Everything is closed, there’s no decent tv shows But there’s a guitar, there’s a book, there is music and there’s wine There’s a Marlon Brando movie, there is some peace of mind I think that’s what I like most about living like I do I wish I had the freakin’ energy to explain it all to you Well, before I go a final thought, I think it’s safe to say I’m just not compatible with the world of today
4.
Last night I dreamed of Kylie She was lying on my bed We didn’t do anything dirty We were cleaning the house instead And i took pictures with my shaking hands I thought i was going mad God, i wish i had never awoken Wish my days wouldn't be so sad I'd rather be dead instead of having to forget The moment she smiled and whispered: “I can't get you outta my head”
5.
If the bottle had a heart – I could make it to the bottom If sobriety’s a privilege I would never feel alone I like to go uptown and look for houses I can live in The cork is just a doorway and the liquor is my home I am looking for an exit and I know I’m gonna find it (some…day soon) Someone told me about living and I think I’m gonna try it (some…day soon) But as long as I’m alone my soul is prone to self destruction The bottle that once was a heart Might break (some day soon) I’ll be alive when tomorrow comes - if tomorrow comes
6.
Doing Time 04:04
Materialism kills, but people don’t seem to mind It’s an urge that occurs in mankind Craving all the things they can or can’t own Feeling these compulsions to the bone Drawn to another hit of drawing their credit card With bills piling up which they seem to discard An overkill of things they can or can’t own Numbed by this addiction to the bone Objection, affection, a new design collection Fighting it all for perfection Demure, couture, many cravings to endure Just buy all to be sure They keep telling their selves that they are doing fine But it can be more related to doing time Locked in this world of superficiality Not wanting to own all is an abnormality They think they can stop, but they never have enough They always think they need something more A habit to buy, shop until they die I pity these discount whores Doing time in a world of objects Stricken by the beauty in the mall A hole in their hands, these materialism fans Wanting it all will be their downfall Isn’t time enough for you to have Do you think you need something else To get rid of the void you’re feeling You’ll probably resort to stealing Stop lying to yourself by saying that you’re free You’re nothing more than a wannabe The only path to reconcile for this bloody habit Is that you finally recognize that you truly have it But live this excess life with me I truly do adore it Giving in to vanity and please do not ignore it Monsieur Plastique to be your guide in the land of money Kill the cop, shop ‘till you drop and come with me my honey You say that you're free You're just a wannabe You're doing fine? You're doing time! You say that you're free You're just a wannabe But I do adore it and I don't ignore it Come with me to the land of money I'll guide you through it, my honey
7.
Hank 05:37
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I don’t come around neighbors don’t know me I stay in the house Where my best friend can show me The fun, the facts Violence and sex All I need to really relax I’m not quite a winner Which gives me the blues But with 59 channels I can’t ever lose Serotonine Through a gaze on the screen ‘Cos blues are just blues Among reds and greens Life is not pleasant So I stay in bed As soon as I wake up I turn on the set They laugh, they love They talk about stuff I can’t get enough
9.
Bekkintooh 01:44
10.
Imbalance 05:46
I roam among the people with destructive needs Indeed, we meet in the anomic streets Ruled by the darkest and the foulest greeds Shake hands with the famished of modernity’s seeds We breed without aims, more mouths to feed Who’s hands bleed for this thoughtless deed We would love to life to the fullest Get educated, money, cars, be the people that now ruin us And smother us in dirt, to leave unheard The voices of my people who are free as the birds But maybe I tell you all wrong and this conflict Might just be the other way around, ya dig? We turn our backs to the weak unstable This fable goes on from cradle to cradle Ever since the day of my birth I’ve neglected the worth Of walking around on this earth I’ve been locked in my head Nothing makes me smile, nothing makes me sad When I write and talk strange words slip through Verbs and nouns, things I have to do To finally cure this fever called life As long as my head’s clear I think I’ll survive Unconscious like the tombstones on my path Making me realize that there’s not but death Surrounding me – stalking my faith But not letting me know why I’m here to wait ‘Till it finally strikes and drags me down To a silent world for the living to be found Yet only these demons playing in my head Whispering my name, insane, I go mad No this cannot be real, I must be asleep The claws of madness can’t cut me this deep I pinch myself but it’s already clear That my visions of sanity have disappeared Lying on the floor, locked up in my room Can’t seem to move and all I feel is gloom It wasn’t me but that won’t set me free Blame it on absence of sanity This night, next night, same night, every night I pray for light but it’s already inside Of me, like it’s meant to be I’m mentally trapped by this entity I’m losing this battle and I’ll fuck up my war On the day that I’ll wake up you’ll see me no more From the storm that I was remains but a draft Who will survive and what will be left From the storm that I was remains but a draft Who will survive and what will be left
11.
Parasight 02:55
12.
you left me strolling down the highway underneath a purple sky (x2) and i can't stop seeing your face in all the cars that pass me by the rain keeps falling down and it's washing away my tears (x2) but it just can't wash away the love i felt for you for all these years oh baby why'd you leave me why did you leave me here to die (x2) it's fifty miles until the next town feels like a thousand without you by my side strolling down the highway and the rain will turn to snow (x2) 'cos it gets colder here without you i miss you so
13.
Reprise 00:55
14.
It's Gone 03:51
I know that it’s gone, I know that it’s gone I know that it’s never coming back to me again I know that it’s gone, I know that it’s gone I’m too afraid, now it’s too late for me to be a man I like the sound of thunder I like the smell of rain I like the way you ran outside And got wet, you seemed insane You were standing in the garden With a rainbow ‘round your head You said that we could live forever But I was already dead Maria: The early morning dew Settled on my eyelashes Chilly wind lifted my hair And you longed to take the hand reaching For yours In reckless abandonment Tracing my laugh lines With fingers hungry for flesh You watch me smile Lighting up every dark cloud That weigh heavy burden on shoulders You struggle to reach for my rainbow And make it yours..

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released May 21, 2008

© 2008 U-Lit Records

All songs written, performed, recorded, produced and mixed by ManicM at The Attic, except where noted.

Mastered by Gijs Steenbergen at Dare To Do Studio, Alkmaar
Artwork design by ManicM
Front cover photography by Martijn Dorresteijn
Additional photography by Adrienne Valenza
Executive producers: M.S. Hoogland & T. Kroon

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